Saturday, 25 August 2012

Submissive personality?

What me?

i thought i would give the blog hop challenge over on Submissive guide a go this month. Never one to do things in advance, i am writing this today and the closing date is today. mind you, with the time difference, i still have 10 hours to go.

So the question is - Are you a quiet obedient submissive or is there an element of playful brattiness in your dynamic? How would you describe your submissive personality? How does your owner encourage or enhance who you are?

Master tells me that i am very submissive at times. i wear what he wants me to wear and generally do as he wants me to do even if what i am being asked to do is uncomfortable. i do these things because i want to and because i trust him and his judgement. Over the last 5 months (give or take a week or so) i have learned to submit more and more to his will. From the first time that i touched myself in a public place and told him that i was a slut, i have been thrilled at the idea of being owned in this way. i have dressed as a maid and taken photos of myself. i have dressed in a short skirt that just about covered my bare backside on more than on occasion, i have submitted to being tied to his bed and spanked. i have worn a butt plug to a meeting at work and to walk around a supermarket at lunch time. All of these things (and others) have been done with a minimum of argument.

However i am no walkover. i am not completely submissive in all of my life all of the time. Ok so i am not in a 24/7 relationship with Sir, but even so i do tell him when i think things are unreasonable, too painful or if i thing something just isn't possible. i meet him on my terms and we discuss things outside of the scenes we play as equals. I also have my home life, work, running the household etc. Sir would probably say i am much too submissive to hubby, as i do too many things he should do himself (laziness is his problem), but i do so for a quiet life. I spent too much of my marriage fighting and don't wish to do it anymore.

i love to be submissive, i know i am submissive by nature, but that doesn't mean that i don't have my own will or that i don't use it. What is great though is that Master continues to push me, to explore the things that i think i don't want to do and actually find i not only can but want to. i guess that is all part of the journey to find out who i am. What is more it is something i love!

6 comments:

  1. Most masters worth their weight in gold won't want a doormat but a strong woman not afraid of embracing the submissive within

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  2. oh Joolz you are having a ball...fantastic. Your Sir sounds dare I say, almost perfect. xx

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  3. Sounds pretty perfect to me, too.

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  4. LOL thanks guys, he is great. Best not to play to his ego too much though - he reads my blog!

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  5. I also didn't find my kinky personality until my 50's. Nice blog entry

    bonimiss

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    1. Thank you bonimiss, and welcome

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