Today feels really important.
Today is the day, I finally feel strong enough to do what needs to be done.
Today is the day I get together with hubby to sort out how we will end things - there are some practical things that need to be done in relation to the house, garden etc.)
This week members of my family have helped me see that it is time, and that has helped my resolve strengthen.
Plus I have the guidance and support of Master to spur me on. He wishes me to be composed in my actions.
I needed to record these things on this blog today, this is after all a journal of my journey.
A journey that started here 2 years and 4 months ago, but has it's roots in the history of our marriage.
I know who I am, who I wish to be. There is no going back, and I am happy to walk forward into a new part of my life, whatever that brings with it.
Good luck, breathe, stay calm...this is a necessary step.
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Hi Joolz - new reader and follower here. I wish you all the luck in the world with all these changes and I look forward to reading more of your journey. :)
ReplyDeleteYou have worked hard to come to this point. Today, I hope you can feel peace, and calm. None of us can predict the future. Your once upon a time self could not have predicted the turns taken by your marriage. Your today self cannot predict what will come in the future. So, relish today. All the best.
ReplyDeleteGood luck! Very proud of you.
ReplyDeleteThanks all of you, your thoughts means a lot to me. Amber, welcome xx
ReplyDeleteThank you, Joolz. xx
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