Tuesday, 18 December 2012

Bad to worse

There is no kinkiness in my life right now, just a life trying to pacify hubby and the need to sort out a job.

I work for the Health Service in England and we are being massively reorganised. My current job will not exist after April and I have been required to apply for a new job. Today, two things happened. Firstly I received a letter telling me I am now at risk of redundancy (if I fail to find another suitable job by the end of March) and Secondly I failed to secure the job for which I was interviewed last Friday. I have been offered a lifeline in that though I failed to reach the required level during interview I have been asked to reapply (quite strange I know).

What I would like now is to be with my Sir.

I would like to be able to submit to Him. I would like to be bound, wearing a corset perhaps, being taken from behind.

I don't know when I can next be with Him. But I know it is what I want and what I need.

Other than that, I don't really know what to say........

I have Christmas presents to wrap and instead I will head off to wrap them..........


  1. Wow...not one massive stressed in your life, but two! Job transition and Marriage difficulty at the same time seems cruel and unusual.

    I am sooo sorry. (((((((HUGS)))))))

  2. HUGS....sometimes life seem to kick us when we are already down..hang in there.
    hugs abby

  3. It's particularly hard when both your work life and your home life are difficult at the same time! Hope all goes well, joolz.

  4. Thanks everyone; life certainly knows how to kick!! Feeling a little better this morning; onwards and upwards!